princess_bride

I watched you from afar…..

I read your life
Your daily ramblings of what has been
And hopes for what is to come

I smile when you’re happy
When you win a tourney
Or when you had a good ball game

I flinch at your longing
For tenderness and intimacy
For someone to touch and to hold near

I shed a tear when you’re sad
When you reminisce on your heartaches
And you feel the pain again.

I laugh when you are cheerful
When you look at life with a smile
Inspite of your downfalls.

I embrace your life like my own
I feel all those things you feel
I want to touch you and hold you near

But time is not on my side
So all I can do is just
Watch you from afar…..

- cloudygirl21 - 26May2005

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this was an entry from my 1st tabulas acct. well it seems like some things never change huh. difference is, you don't write anymore. maybe because you are now "complete". so you don't find the need to be understood. someone understands you now. howell...

princess_bride

i see. ok i get it. no need to rub it in.

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i was actually just speculating thus the word "maybe" but man, the quote right after, it's like rubbing salt to injury. ouch!

princess_bride

"I don't believe love is fickle. I believe when you love someone, you are allowed to love from afar. You don't have to be with that person in order to love him." - Khloe Kardashian

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Yeah, rightgfullly so. No matter how much your words hurt me, I just cannot bring myself to hate you or resent you. We may never get back to the way things used to be. It may always seem that I will never get over you. But I chose this path for very obvious reasons.

I cannot change the past. I can only do something about "now" and tomorrow. For three years now, we are back to being strangers. But what is left are precious memories that cannot be taken away by anybody else. I will keep them in my heart forever.

So, just go on with your life and I will go on with mine.