i watched you from afar
I watched you from afar…..
I read your life
Your daily ramblings of what has been
And hopes for what is to come
I smile when you’re happy
When you win a tourney
Or when you had a good ball game
I flinch at your longing
For tenderness and intimacy
For someone to touch and to hold near
I shed a tear when you’re sad
When you reminisce on your heartaches
And you feel the pain again.
I laugh when you are cheerful
When you look at life with a smile
Inspite of your downfalls.
I embrace your life like my own
I feel all those things you feel
I want to touch you and hold you near
But time is not on my side
So all I can do is just
Watch you from afar…..
- cloudygirl21 - 26May2005
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this was an entry from my 1st tabulas acct. well it seems like some things never change huh. difference is, you don't write anymore. maybe because you are now "complete". so you don't find the need to be understood. someone understands you now. howell...