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I have always been a believer of second chances, of a shot at "happy endings", of forgiveness, of unconditional love. But time and again, I find myself in a constant struggle to hang on to my beliefs. I wonder, is this really the love that I deserve? Or am I just being too idealistic and ignorant that I tend to look the other way? Maybe this is why I love to watch those kdramas, because it relives the happy moments for me. Only to realize, it has been a long time, is this just all lip service? Am I fooling myself that this is what love is supposed to be?

I always find myself, forgiving. I am quick to forget or maybe I just don't want to feel the pain anymore. So I'd rather forget what has been done. But until when am I going to allow people to treat me this way? I think I deserve my happy ending. But with this, is it ever going to happen? I hate fighting over petty things, over baseless mood swings, over things that can be discussed in a mild manner. I hate being threatened to be left alone. Because I can live on my own. I don't need this.  I just want to be free.

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so much for the negativity in my previous post. i guess it was just one of those days. i don't know, i just felt really down. don't even have the energy to motivate me to work. i need something to ignite me. anything to light my fire.

i can do this! i am hopeful, sometimes you just have to find a door to open. i could just be over analyzing things. as usual.

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I am loving this "Boybands and 90s Awesome Shit" playlist on Spotify. Totally my jam! =) Nothing like good music to inspire me to go through my day. My beats bluetooth speaker is acting up already. It's been what, 4 yrs? It fully served its purpose. Now I'm thinking of getting myself a new one. Looking at this Bose soundlink for quite sometime now or the JBL that lights up. Hahah I am such a kid.....at heart. (sabay bawi!)

On another note, it's my second year on this daily photo project. It's tough but it's good that I get to travel for work so it helps. Yesterday, a friend asked what the hashtags were for? It just looks like a cluttered post. I told him that it has a purpose. To quote wikipedia "A hashtag is a type of label or metadata tag used on social network and microblogging services which makes it easier for users to find messages with a specific theme or content." Aside from that, it garners followers and at the same time gives me insight to what the other hobbyists like myself are thinking or working on.

I wasn't a fan of #hashtags before too. But I understood it's purpose and it feels good for other people aside from your friends to appreciate your work. I read somewhere that there is a way to de-clutter or to simplify your hashtags. I have yet to find out about this. Meantime, who cares right? It's my page anyway.