princess_bride

i have been binge-reading over the weekend. finished Murakami's What I talk about when I talk about running. found out that you can always start with any physical activity regardless as long as you set your mind to it. followed it with David Levithan's Every Day and Six Earlier Days. interesting reads.  thought about what if i lived as a different person each day? how would that pan out? it would be a challenge i'm sure.  i also watched the movie Me Before You - still as tragic as the book. sigh

how fast time flies? we just finished half the year. and it still feels like i have so much to do with so little time. fall plan season is coming soon. my ex-boss said he feels like i don't need him anymore. he said my name's out there and i am getting recognized for my work. i don't think that's accurate though. i still feel like i have so much to learn from him. he is a few years younger than i am but i guess in terms of cultural differences he has a better batting average of keeping up with the attitude of most people in the org. my current boss seem to think i am too kind.

i don't know but i feel like i should be somewhere else other than here. i don't know if it's the company i am employed in or the country i live in. i have never had these thoughts before. i mean feeling like i should live somewhere else. my trip to Australia is a big eye opener for me. i should have had these thoughts when i was younger. now at this age, it may be too late. well, i just think that if it's for me, i could find a way. i hope so.