naturalmente
Our most natural state is joy. It is the foundation for love, compassion, healing, and the desire to alleviate suffering. ~ Deepak Chopra
I have this frantic desire to alleviate my suffering. I am exerting so much effort in keeping my mindset intact. I must not waver.
Its just so difficult to set aside so many memories. I am craving for you. I crave for everything that we used to have. But I always have to stop at these thoughts. I have to let you be happy. This is your moment. I cannot get in the way.
I wish I can just tell you - "Lets be stupid" and throw all my hesitations in the wind. But I can't. I have to let you be happy. I wish I could offer you that. I wish things were different.
A million times or more I thought about you
The years, the tears, the laughter, things we used to do
Are memories that warm me like a sunny day
You touched my life in such a special way
.....................i'm going to be joyful!!!