princess_bride

“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.

Let our scars fall in love.”

princess_bride

“If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it. If you don’t ask, the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place.”

princess_bride

how could you come with me 
when you knew all along that you had to go

how could you you watch me sleep 
so close to you
pretending not to know

how could you memorize my name 
and forget who i am

how could you think 
you're still the same
believing i can

it's too late to stop pretending
it's too late for a new beginning
later than the sunset
later that the rain
later than ever to love you again

how could you ask for more
with an innocent smile
trusting me to stay

how could you close the door
and leave me here
supposing I'm ok

how could you break down
my disguise
and uncover my fears

how could you look into my eyes
ignoring my tears

it's too late to start pretending
it's too late for a new beginning
later that the sunset
later than the rain
later than ever to love you again
[x2]

its too late

~ Fra Lippo Lippi

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I love this song. Feeling a bit nostalgic but I just have to rise above this. I cannot feel bad forever abt things I don't have control over.