princess_bride

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

remember one time when you posted on your fb status abt something on being alone and getting used to it. and then i texted that you shouldn't be feeling that way? well, now i know where you are coming from. there are times when you make me feel like that too. because i realized that even if someone is with you, willing to share time with you, but if that person is not the one you really want to be with, it is then that you feel alone still. 

sometimes i wonder, why am i still here? what do i really mean to you? not that i wanted something more than what we have. alam ko naman hanggang dyan lang ang kaya mo ibigay. and i wouldn't push my luck and just end up getting hurt and feeling rejected. kaya lang if i'm not here to inspire or to make you happy, if my presence does not mean anything - why am i still here?

because i am happy when i'm with you. but if you don't feel the same, what's the point? i can handle din naman non-complicated whatever-you-call-this status. just live by the day. and be thankful for what is shared. 

its just that....sometimes you just can't help but wonder. mindfuck!