i had a rough night. quite bothered about things that shouldn't really be my concern but it is getting to be because of a dear friend. when she gets hurt i get hurt. when she's happy i am happy. i don't know how it came to be, but it is so.

someone is hurting her real bad. and whether she's aware abt it or not i will not take it sitting down. if i were younger i would've made a scene just to make a point. but no, i think i know better. better enough to discern that there are some things educated people should handle differently.

its just so frustrating, that you cannot do anything to wake people up. this person is a dear friend as well. someone i value and respect. not because he is a perfect person in fact he is the least perfect person i know. i look up to him inspite of his weaknesses because he made a firm resolve to keep his family together and have shown remorse for his past mistakes. or so i thought. until recently...

i have always been sympathetic of people who admit their shortcomings their weaknesses...but one mistake is enough, two is too much three is just beyond me. sometimes i wonder how insensitive this person can be for hurting people who loves him dearly. how strong can the call of the flesh is for him not to resist over and over and over and over...

you know you are a dear friend...and that our friendship have gone through the test of time. at this point i don't know what to think anymore but i have to say that i am truly disappointed. it was all just lipservice. and all i got from you were lies. i wish i can you look at you with the same respect i had for you before...i wish i can protect her from the damage that you have been doing all these years.

but friends can only do so much....you have proven time and again that you don't listen to anyone but yourself. i guess its abt time for you to reflect on your actions, your priorities, and seek for the happiness that you have been looking for all these time.

i will not throw the first stone....for i am a sinner myself...but i will just be here...for her and for you. if time will come when you are ready to mend your ways...then we will listen. don't wait for your hollow apologies fall on deaf ears...she is human too.