i was walking along valero going to h.v. dela costa for a mtg. suddenly heard this very loud eardrum breaking sound. as i looked back pieces of glass are scattered just along the pavement i passed by a few seconds ago. there's this manong who said "miss muntik ka na dun ah" i shrugged my shoulders and said "oo nga manong eh" and ran along as if nothing happened.

and then it got me thinking, should it be a sign abt something. i am not really good at these things. i hardly believe in them anyway. but there were a lot of times when i didn't listen to my instincts. and i knew something bad was gonna happen and yet i didn't think abt it that much until something really does.

been not in speaking terms with hubby. had a sort of misunderstanding last weekend over a ym message. and he just cut the communication like it was such a major thing. i got worried sick thinking that something might be wrong. so set my pride aside and asked how he was doing. he said he was okey only busy with the construction that he was looking after.

as soon as i learned he was fine, i cried. i don't know why. out of frustration maybe. coz i'm really helpless being so far from him. what if something happens. (knock on wood) shoot i maybe making a mountain out of a molehill here....i guess i just miss him really bad. sigh
Currently listening to: things i'll never say - avril lavigne
Currently feeling: worried
Posted by princess_bride on September 6, 2007 at 08:42 PM | 2 danced with me
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roselle (guest)

Comment posted on September 9th, 2007 at 11:46 AM
sis, for me this separation with hubby has taught me a lot of things. it's funny really to think na kahit sa chat nagkaka-misunderstanding pa and feels so bad pag may naka-hang na issue then bigla i-cut off. isipin natin na the situation is not only tough for us, same with our hubbies. palagi ko nga iniisip "never part with your loved ones without loving words for we may not be able to see them or hear them again the following day"

take care sis :)
Comment posted on September 9th, 2007 at 10:23 PM
me too. its difficult enough to juggle between being a mom and a dad to my kids at the same time. tapos the challenges of my new work pa. tapos trying to keep a sane relationship with my hubby despite the distance. kakalokah talaga sis.

but yes, i believe the experience is molding us into better persons. we'd rise above this unscathed... stronger... independent... saner... and a lot of things. right? ;-)