i was never a vain person. i am not the type who looks at the mirror every now and then to check on my face. i can dress up in the morning, comb my hair without even looking at the mirror. i guess i was never conscious of how i look. if its the same person looking back, i just don't bother.

but time changes, i can say i changed. although i can still not bother to look in the mirror before i leave the house. i make sure that by the time i get to work the first thing i'd do is fix myself up and see if my hair is okey. i've set up a small mirror in front of me so whenever i get the chance to peek at my hair or my face i can do so without any hassle.

pag sinipag i put make-up on. pero kung hindi naman, i just put on powder and a little lipstick and that's it. its funny how different i am from my two younger sisters. who loves fixing themselves up. they can be super vain and started at a very young age. maybe having a conservative boyfriend since i was in 3rd year high school also have a big factor in my being conservative as well.

low maintenance pa din ako when it comes to dressing up. magastos lang ako sa medicine ko. (insulin and other maintenance meds can be expensive talaga) i don't even put on much glamorous jewelries. i love elegant accessories but i always know my priorities when it comes to spending on these. least priority ko talaga yan. i'd rather buy a book than spending on kikay stuff. nerd! hahahaha

iniisip ko lang kse, panglabas na anyo lang yan. nawawala din yan pagtanda. what's important is your character...how your brain works...and yung laman ng puso. i spent more than half of my life with my hubby. bonus na lang na gwapo ang asawa ko, but you know what's important - yung hanggang ngayon malagkit pa din ang tingin sa akin, na pinagnanasaan pa din nya ako, na tuwing maysakit ako sya ang nagaalaga sa akin. (kahit na di kme "together" so to speak), na pwede kami magusap hanggang madaling araw, na pinapatawa pa din namin ang isa't-isa.

minsan naisip ko...maganda din na binibigyan ng pagkakataon ang tao na ituwid ang pagkakamali. love is truly sweeter the nth time around.