(Hale)

Natapos na ang lahat
nandito pa rin ako
hetong nakatulala
sa mundo

hindi mo maiisip
hindi mo makikita
ang mga pangarap ko
para sa iyo

oh..
hindi ko maisip
kung wala ka
oh..
sa buhay ko

nariyan ka pa ba
hindi ka na matanaw
kung merong madadaanang
pasulong

sundan mo ang paghimig na lulan
na aking pinagtanto
sundan mo ang paghimig ko

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a sad song, can't understand why i have to relate to it at this point in my life. i want to deny it...i am denying it. maybe it's just the season that does this to me. maybe its just the thought of being alone again on this special season.

another lonely year for me....another sad moment. i think i deserve to be happy this year. i hope santa claus can read this. i've been a good girl....well, maybe a bit naughty from time to time but i've been good most of the time. does that count? sigh.....


Currently reading: the wind-up bird chronicle (book2) - h. murakami
Currently feeling: lonely
Posted by princess_bride on December 20, 2005 at 05:44 PM | 4 danced with me
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MAGIcAL (guest)

Comment posted on December 21st, 2005 at 02:41 PM
asking lang.. why would you be lonely if you have your kids with you?

sabagay, you can be alone but still be happy... and in a crowd but still be lonely.
Comment posted on December 21st, 2005 at 02:48 PM
kse po iba naman yun. there's a certain kind of happiness that even your kids cannot give you. maybe its a matter of perspective...i can be happy in one aspect...but there's this emptiness inside me that they cannot fill. mahirap sagutin kung ano makakapuno dun kse kahit ako di ko alam. :-(

MAGIcAL (guest)

Comment posted on December 21st, 2005 at 02:53 PM
now, that is sad. because you yourself don't know what you are missing..

the problem is, maybe what you were looking for is right under your nose and you don't even know it.
Comment posted on December 21st, 2005 at 02:56 PM
yeah it is really...:-(

right under my nose? i don't know. sighhh....ganito talaga ako pag-pasko. di ko din maintindihan bakit.