princess_bride

Well hello June!

I agree with some of the folks here when they say it's getting harder and harder to write these days. Although I lurk around everyday, read some posts, open my control panel, try to think of something to post and then eventually hit on exit. Oh well, at least I'm here now trying my best to draft something on my birth month.

Shux tanda ko na! hahaha. Although at this point in my life, I can say I'm happy. Of course maraming "buts" and "ifs" but I'd rather not dwell on those now. (being human and all) Honestly, naghahanap ako ng way to distract myself from negativity. It seems like these are in abundance these days. Nakakapagod and nakakasuya. Come on life is short. Sayang ang oras na maging nega. So many things and people around to be thankful for. And of course andyan si God na walang sawang umiintindi sa atin.

What can I say, aside from being thankful for everything, I just miss my Mom and Dad. Sometimes I get to ponder if they regret having me as a daughter. I haven't been the most obedient one. But I'd like to believe during their last days on earth somehow nakabawi naman ako sa mga pagkukulang ko. I wish they were still around. Not for me but for my kids and my nieces and nephews. Iba pa din kasi pag may Lolo and Lola.

Ending this wishing everyone love and light. Let's spread positivity. When confronted with options, always choose to be kind.