regular blue
so i just got my regularization appointment paper today. it should be a happy moment, but i'm torn. compared to my prev employer i am better compensated here. but i feel like i am being under utilized. i want more challenge. i guess i was just used to how busy i was previously.
so i've been using the extra time to take care of my health. been feeling rotten for the past weeks. moving like a 90 yr old woman even. was in and out of the hospital seeing doctors, going through lab tests, etc. now i have a bunch of medicines that looks like jelly bean candies that i take daily. so far i am feeling better now. just need to pinpoint what exactly is the problem. too many health issues to mention. sigh.
so back to my problem here at work...pondering on - should i move out or not? i am just too lazy to go through the application process again. it's better when you get pirated, you don't go through that much. so what's next? bahala na si batman!