princess_bride

when everything seems to be running smoothly, here goes this strange feeling that she will be coming back into the picture anytime soon.

wala naman akong laban sayo. i am just a "diversion" to him. although he have been extra nice the past wks. alam ko naman ang lugar ko. he was pretty clear abt that. 

sana wag ka lang muna bumalik ngayon....because if you do...masisira na naman lahat.

princess_bride

Just because I don't talk, doesn't mean i don't think about you. I'm just trying to distance myself because I know that I can't have you.

princess_bride

yeah, i guess its me...not being able to accept what i am to you. 

dapat alam ko na yun eh....so why am i still crying?

princess_bride

i can actually feel my heart breaking. its painful. i gotta sleep this off. or cry it out. whatever?!?

princess_bride

I fall too fast,

Crash too hard,

Forgive too easy,

And care too much.

........but i've been reminded that i shouldn't. so just shrug it off and don't make such a fuss. 

princess_bride

Why not try to stop caring for someone who doesn't give a damn if you drop dead from all the uncessary worrying you let yourself into. 

I wish it was easy... easy not to care. Sigh! 

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"Missing someone is a horrible feeling, but knowing that they don't miss you back is so much worse."