figaro sedeno branch
1/29/2008
5:15pm

sitting in a coffeeshop alone watching cars and people passby is not an idea for a past time for me. but somehow the solitude comforts me. the idea of soft playing music in the background while i try to sort out troubled thoughts somehow gives me a sense of peace and comfort.

no man is an island. but if you get to be an island for a few hours i wouldn't have it any other way. i have been keeping things in my heart for the longest time. and its better left inside and just hope that the dam won't break.

i would have loved to spill it out. the freedom of finally having to share it with someone scares me to death. the fear of rejection, of opening up old wounds is all coming back to me. and i wouldn't want to go through that again.

silent streams run deep....and whatever it is that's going on inside me...i will just let it be....let it drown in deep waters....and pray hard that the dam won't break.