yes, i am weary and stressed and confused and pissed off and having different emotions all at the same time. no, this time its not abt work. i guess its more abt mommy stuff. teenagers can be a pain in the butt. sighhhh

and to add insult to injury, my hubby's having these weird moodswings. nakakainis! sometimes i just feel so alone. grrrr...there are moments talaga na ganito. tipong gusto mo na ibalik sa nanay nya. kaso no turning back na diba? so unfortunately, i have to deal. may period siguro sya....hehehe

i just don't get it. we are talking abt petty things here. like a grounded headset and i get to be shouted for something that i don't have any control over. these are the things i put up with him. sometimes may time na parang nagiimprove....pero more often than not, magugulat ka na lang kse nagagalit na sya.

so okey, in times like this i usually think abt happy thoughts. and the things we went through together...para di ko na sya ibalik sa nanay nya....heheheh

ganito talaga...part of growing up together...part of the marriage...the good side and the bad side...one cannot exist without the other....otherwise walang comparison. walang lambingan pagkatapos. ang dapat abangan dito kung pano maaayos. sino ang unang magsosorry...sinong unang di makakatiis....minsan sya minsan ako...give and take. walang bilangan...walang sumbatan.

di tuloy ako makatulog. sighhhhhhhh