yup, on my ride home i heard this christmas song over the radio that the jeepney driver's been listening to. weird, it gave me goosebumps. its only august for crying out loud. what's the rush?

okey, the thought of christmas is freaking me out. number one, hubby is not around. malamig ang pasko ko in other words. syempre iba pa din kung complete ang family. number two, i miss my dad. its my second christmas without him.

on the other hand, i have to stop thinking of my selfish motives. christmas is celebrating His birth. i should be able to show my kids how to make Christmas more meaningful this year. so i have to stop stressing myself out. no worries...

i'm getting the hang of being a single parent already. and am actually starting to enjoy it. aside from the cooking that my kids request during my restdays, we get to go out more often. yesterday, went out shopping for them. sarap ng feeling. hehehe hubby said i should have bought something for myself. sabi ko next time na lang. i love to see them happy.

happy din naman ako. kse i share in their happiness. how? for example, the new gameboy slot that has 185 games...magandang pampaantok ko yun sa gabi. hahahah... one more thing, ayoko na mastress out pag naririnig ko na wala na silang maisuot. they grow up so fast. grabe. sarap nilang bihisan. especially my girls. my living dolls.

life is short....so let's make the most out of it.

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