â??In time of sickness the soul collects itself anewâ?? ~Latin Proverb

I have been reflecting on a lot of things the past few days. Work-related and otherwise. I almost lost myself in the process. I didn't like myself then. Grabe, I never thought I could turn into such a bitchy person. I don't know if it was because of these meds I have been taking. (yeah, i know -- excuses!!!)

Well, anyway after getting sick for a week. I have finally come to terms with my "old" self. Gosh I thought I'd never make it. Sometimes a humbling experience is all you need to get yourself reflecting and realizing what's wrong with you.

I have bent out my anger on my family and my staff. I have said a lot of things that I regret afterwards. And then my warfreak hubby who usually add fuel to the fire suddenly became wise and gave me advice that I never expected from him.

Maybe he was enlightened because there was this point when I prayed for His intercession. I felt hopeless and helpless. Siguro binatukan ako ni Lord. Hehehe...

Now that I'm back on my feet again, I plan to keep this up. Always take time to reflect on myself, on things I have to improve. I know I can't please everybody, but its good to try to always be my charming self. Naks naman diba. Ayos sa bilib sa sarili! Hehehe...