bloghoppin today, caught up a site referred by my sis literati. reading thru batJay's journal is truly refreshing. i like his writing style. totoong totoo at walang halong kaplastikan o pagpapacute. sa sobrang galing magsulat he came out with a book recently. i'd like to get a copy. of course i am not paid to promote this. natutuwa lang ako sa gawa nya. hehehe. try to drop by. and you will surely enjoy reading thru.

on another note, it seems that everybody is leaving for abroad. most of my closest friends are already in different parts of the world. not to mention more than half of my Dad's siblings are also scattered around the globe. ako na lang ata ang hindi nakakalabas ng bansa. in fact, i don't even have a passport. narealize ko lang, lahat sa amin (my parents and my siblings) already experienced going out of the country. ako sa sobrang dedication ko sa trabaho, i passed up so many opportunities in the past to leave the country.

minsan naiisip ko lang, if i did try it in the past, would i be more "happy" or satisfied right now. well its really subjective. just had a discussion with my Aunt who is staying in the US. she is offering to help me out start my life with my kids in the US. matagal na sya dun. she is working for the world bank. i dunno maybe she took it upon herself to take care of me when my dad passed away. she knows i have issues with my mom and its really very kind of her to be this concerned.

well, let's see. its not something i have to decide on in a rush. i will take my time. and finish the SAP 6 month training which will start on the 17th. the thought of being tied up to the company for 2 yrs with a bond of 200k is freaking my out. but i guess i have to risk that to be able to be more equipped in case i seek opportunities outside the country. bata pa naman ako eh. (i think! hahaha...baka batang isip)

tiny steps....its not yet time to take the leap of faith....at saka na...pag handa na ako.