okey...been reminiscin' quite a lot these days. i don't know why, i can't help it. well, i was just trying to remember the good times. i try hard not to overanalyze anymore...done deal na eh. in fact, i'm doing good really. i guess "acceptance" played a major role in my state of mind these days.

of course, when i get these hormone imbalance attacks, i rant and rave...pero hanggang dun na lang yun. as long as i know that i am not hurting anybody in the process...i'm good. although, it really takes so much effort to keep from blurting out emo stuff. o diba at least may effort.

i can say at this point in my life, i'm happy and contented with what the Lord blessed me with. bonus na lang if bigyan pa ako ng lovelife. pero i can actually live without it. i guess getting older makes us wiser...not just because of time but the experiences we go through.

it is important for me to have a sound support group...my kids, and great friends have been so helpful in making me get to where i am now. i know may ups and downs pa din...life is not a bed of roses. the thorns are there for us to feel the pain. because it is with this that we understand true happiness.

so bakit somewhere in the middle ang title? wala lang feel ko lang, bakit ba? hehehe