i've been thrown my first ever and most memorable hypothetical question when i was first year college. that's more than a decade ago actually. it was asked in a letter by a guy classmate. he was actually "kind of" courting me.  hahaha...well the question was, if ever he'd say he loved me would i say i love him too? i had a crush on him, but i had a boyfriend that time.

my reply was - well, maybe yes, if at the time you asked it i am free and available. the next thing i knew he was courting another classmate who also had a boyfriend then. hahaha...mabuti na lang kahit na i was so tempted to say a straight yes, i still had the presence of mind to do the right thing.

well, i could say that he was the guy who got away in my life. my sis gets to talk to him in the states and he said that sayang ang ate mo kse nagmamadali mag-asawa. hahaha...yup, he's still single till now. well, maybe if he'd see me now baka magbago isip nya. i look really different now compared to how i look when i was younger. super payat ko kse nun. ughhh...ngayon naman nabaliktad. hahaha....

wala lang, i just remembered how good  i felt and how confused i was then. well, i guess its bound to happen. it taught me a lesson that i'd never forget. love hurts...love wounds...love scars...but wounds heal and scars are just reminders how much you have loved and lost...and that its always good to get to know and welcome the feeling again.