gad, i think if things don't improve in the next few days i'm on for a nervous breakdown. i've briefed my cubicle-mate here at work where to bring me and why, just in case. yeah, i was trying to be funny. but knowing how everything around me is falling apart, i bet you'd pretty much get the picture.

i've got dark circles around my eyes caused by my insomnia. although my new eyeglasses can cover up the damage, i still feel terrible. i'm sure my bed hates me for tossing and turning the sheets the whole night. okey can i just unburden some of 'em right now?

1) i don't have househelp and my bunso is in the hospital. so even if my hubby helps out, we came to a point of having this debate of who is more tired than who...drats! binky is in the hospital since yesterday. and i haven't seen her yet. although my in-laws are there to look after her, i still feel guilty for not being able to take care of her myself.

2) work - couldn't look after my kids coz i can't leave work right away. i've been staying for long hours the past few weeks from the time i got back from the province. volume of work is not equal to the available manpower. now i have to help out my staff in doing the nitty gritty just to survive. geezz...

3) dad's estate - i've been getting this daily disturbing calls and text messages from my mom. from her bitter rantings about what happened to them in the past to the handling of his assets that we don't have any idea how to deal with (as if it is a lot - more like a lot of problems). sigh...

and if i have to enumerate the rest of my issues in life....i think i'd die........