why do people almost always never keep their promises? you've heard before of promises of friendship withstanding the test of time. but when things become shaky you'd realize that you were left alone...standing still. funny and so naive, how you thought that you were holding someone's hand when in fact it was just yourself that you hold onto.

you've been promised of not being hurt...and not being lied to. but alas, you'd always discover that promises are meant to be broken... that physically getting hurt is just the same as being hurt emotionally... that your tears are the only expression of the pain you are going through.

what could be more painful than losing someone you thought would always be there for you? who suddenly wanted out, because of his own ghosts... and at that moment you felt like it was you who scared him away just like that.

yes, maybe it was you... maybe promises are meant to be broken with you...and friendships are not meant to be kept.

you must be the most awful person on earth....sigh...