here i am again. sitting on my bed in front of my PC. feeling like hell. i guess the meds are not working. called my doctor yesterday and she increased the dosage of one med. i don't think its helping...i dunno maybe it needs more time.

good thing that my boss understands what's going on with me. but of course i can't expect them to wait forever for me. i just need to get over this asap. i don't like what i'm feeling. parang lalo ata akong nagkakasakit sa ginagawa nila.

looking forward though to a "new" me. since the surgery will fix my hormones....then i guess that would mean me handling stress better. maybe being less sensitive, less of a drama queen, more optimism...now that's a lot to look forward to. i still am hoping that after that, things in my life will fall into place. (i wish!)

right now...i'm still wishing, hoping, thinking, dreaming that things will get better tomorrow....