I've been re-assessing my life lately
like there's some piece of puzzle that I have yet to find
but I know deep down what it's all about.
it's confusing and it's crazy
I wanted to be the best for them.
i wanted to keep my relationships so that when I'm gone,
I will have a shitload of people who will miss me and remember me.
I wanted to give them security
That they'll be fine even without me.
I wanted them to have long, healthy, happy and loved lives
so that when I watch them from afar, I will cry happy tears
I can feel my body deteriorating,
I can feel my soul tired of fighting
but I wanna continue so that I can be better for the people I care about
I wanna spend time and spread happiness
I know in God's perfect time, everything will make sense
and I know that everything will be okay
Written by batteredsoul at 01:31 AM.