Because the reason I live is you,

With my heart, I hope the remaining,

flickering memories will be sent to you

At the end of this road I walk on,

At this road that was allowed to me,

I, who used to love and love you more,

Remain here alone

My love has all burned up and

the only thing remaining

Are the exhausted scars from waiting

I cannot forget a person like you

Only tears fall

When my love has all washed away

Only the longing scars remain

Only the words, “good bye” remain

So I cannot forget you

Following the flower petals

that yield to the sky

When I meet you,

I can tell you now that I longed for you

I long for you so I couldn’t forget you

My love has all burned up and

the only thing remaining

Are the exhausted scars from waiting

I cannot forget a person like you

Only tears fall

When my love has all washed away

Only the longing scars remain

Only the words, “good bye” remain

So I cannot forget you

- Ali (Rooftop Prince OST)

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I wonder....do you still remember? Do you think about me? What was I to you? At this point does any of these questions matter? I guess not. But thanks for the wonderful memories. I have said many goodbyes to you. And though we are still in touch somehow, I know it will never be the same again. It has been years, and I know you deserve what you have now. Something I can never give you.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being inappropriate. I'm sorry for having no shame, no honor. But it is beyond me, how strong I felt for you. It was something that up to now I couldn't explain. It was just there. And it was something that i felt should be expressed no matter what the lsituation was. I was wrong....love wasn't enough and towards the end I knew that I had to stop. I had to let you go. 

My heart still aches until now. I know I said I have moved on. I did. There are just moments like this when the memories linger and I can feel the pain all over again. Times when I remember your boyish smile, the warm moments, and the hot ones too. Times when I still ask myself if what I did then was the right thing to do. Now, there is no turning back. All I can do is wish you well. Though we have fallen apart, cliche as it may sound, you will always have that special spot in my heart Mr. Icy. That exhausted scar shall serve as a reminder of the good, the bad and everything in between.