only time
(Enya)
Who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time
And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose, only time
Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies, only time
And who can say why your heart cries
When your love lies, only time
Who can say when the roads meet
That love might be in your heart
And who can say when the day sleeps
If the night keeps all your heart
Night keeps all your heart
Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose
Only time
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time
=================================
i don't want to keep my hopes up. and i don't want to live in regret that i have failed to express whatever it is in my heart. so whether you accept it or not or rather not react so you can't hurt me (whichever way, i am still hurt anyway) i will still tell express how i feel directly or indirectly. i just need to vent. otherwise my heart will burst. ok that's an exaggeration. 
i keep telling myself to stop minding how you would usually react. it doesn't matter, what matters is im happy when im with you. and i am thankful for the time shared no matter how much effort i usually make to keep in touch. although i must admit, more often than not, its just so hard to keep up with you. i keep chasing pavements. i shouldn't complain. i just have to treasure the memories i am building with you. so that when the time comes for whatever this is to end - i have something to look back to.
who can say? only time....