don't you feel like you'll melt under the sun the past days. its like you wanna gulp on friggin' ice-cold drinks the whole day to lessen the heat. i love an ice-full of glass with coke. kung hindi lang bawal sa diabetic inaraw-araw ko talaga yan.

on a different note, i didn't expect to be having a bad monday. i just thought that its monday after cut-off - the usual deadline for two reports and additional q1 tax reports coz its quarter end. good thing i didn't open my ofc emails during the weekend. it could've destroyed my time with my kids.

the main reason why my skin is breaking out was due to the very stressful activities of this project that i've been blabbering abt the past months. supposedly, system go-live will happen in the middle of april. testing activities and pre-go-live requirements kept my brain filled to the brim. umaapaw pa nga ata. only to find out this morning that ficus countries go-live will be postponed.

due to reasons beyond our control. germany's go-live will take up so much resources that they have to postpone APAC. i didn't feel good when i learned abt it. psychosomatic siguro but i felt like i'm going to get sick. sobrang disappointing that after all the effort, the pang-olympics na pimples, the working on holidays and weekends - eto lang pala mapapala ko. sigh

on the brighter side, it must be a test of resilience. and i have to prove that i can manage this and take this bad news as something positive. i just have to accept that there are things i cannot control, and feeling bad abt it should just happen in passing. i should learn to stand up and face this as any professional should.

kaya ko 'to....AJA!!!