hi dad,

it was nice to talk to you again. thanks for visiting me in my dreams. although i'd really want to go with you wherever you are taking me to, can we just wait awhile?

have you seen your apo's? i'm sure you are watching them as they grow. now that you are not around to measure their height whenever you visit them, they took it upon themselves to continue your "tradition". they miss you dad. as much as i do.

sorry for the tears. it was too soon. you were taken away just too soon. it will be a year on january 9 since you've left us. and i still wish you could be around to hug and kiss. have i told you often that i love you? i think it was not often enough.

can you hear me dad? can you see my heartaches? how i feel so alone when you left. we were the only ones who understood each other. i stood up for you when the rest faltered. not because i was the greatest daughter but because i understood you. i knew how much you loved us even if you had a hard time showing it.

dad, can you wait awhile? i have to light a candle in your resting place every year. have you seen the green vigil candle i lighted for you? have you seen the one i lighted for lolo? i chose the same make and color. i hope it could help light your way. a simple prayer goes with the candles. a prayer of peace and love.

i know someday we will see each other again. till then dad i'd like you to know how much i miss you and how much i love you. i'm sorry i was not able to say it often enough. but i do, now you can see that i really do.

rest in peace dad....i will see you soon.
Currently feeling: sad
Posted by princess_bride on October 31, 2006 at 01:47 PM | dance with me
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