wow, can't believe i would survive hell week at work. this is the view from the other side. and i thought my sched before was crazy. attending meetings here and there can really eat up so much of my time, plus the fact that i attend this training half day three times a week.

good if i could just sit down and listen. had to endure a really complicated exam this morning. i wasn't able to prepare. went home at 10pm trying to clean up documents that i need to approve within the day plus a vat report that we had to arrange for presentation to the CFO today.

in other words, i failed. for the first time...i was trying my best to retain the high grades i've been getting from the past exams. well, i guess i was pushing myself too hard. i might be aiming for something that is not possible at this point.

hope springs eternal. i know i will find time for this soon. but not now. my department was left in topsy-turvy condition by my boss. i didn't even know how to start turning things around. the view from the top is really different. now i am beginning to understand the resentments and the impatience of some difficult people at work.

we are making little steps towards a better and more service-oriented team without compromising controls. i know it would not be easy, but i believe in my team and that we could do better.

i have so many things running through my mind, so many ideas to help improve things. my table at work are full of post-its of things to remember. i just hope my body is up to all of this stress. i've been complaining of this backache for a week now. i guess i need to rest for awhile. but i can't. this weekend i have to go to bulacan - client call. hahaha...i think i need to upgrade on my memory capacity and also to replace my power supply.

happy weekend people.