its been a year today since you met. you think that stars wars the movie was the best you have ever seen. from that day special moments happened. it started when he held your hand, then apologized the next day for being too forward. flattered, elated, silly, feeling everything at the same time. suddenly...its magic. yes, like the song.

but there always have to be a balance of things. negativity was inevitable. not really meant to hurt you, it just had to happen. in retrospect, you are just thankful you spent special times together. it has been awhile when you felt stranded. but in the process, you learn...you get to move on.

its not necessary to remind someone that you care. because when you have been shown that you are not needed, you don't have a choice but to wipe your tears, stand back and look away. you know deep in your heart, you deserve better than this. so you did everything to survive.

now, looking back, you are not sure what exactly is left of that past... 

"clouds move along the sky...but they are always there if and when you need them. to shelter you from the heat of the sun...or bring rain on days of drought. clouds exist, even without your recognition...without your need.- a friend"