"You can't choose your parents. You can't choose your children. But what you can choose is to make heaven here on earth."

Saturday was spent travelling to La union in the morning and watching marathon re-runs of 7th Heaven with my kids. I have always loved the plot of their stories. Its so real and it can really hit home. Cried my heart out when the Annie's father passed away. I can't help but remember my Dad.

Every facet of a relationship can be seen in the series. Couples, Mother-Daughter, Father-Son, vice-versa, between friends, etc. Involving God in the middle of all these can be profoundly felt. I think that is what I need. Been in the dark for sometime now. Yes it was a long, dark and winding tunnel. I sometimes think I'd never see the light. But deep inside, I know I will. With God's grace, I can and I will.

Sunday was my Lola's bday celebration. It's nice to spend time with my Dad's relatives. I feel like I am with him. He was close to his family. And he loved his mother so much. So I felt it was my obligation to continue his legacy. I went there to represent him. And I'm glad I did. (Inspite of the obstacles getting there.) After the party I went to visit my Dad's resting place. Offered him and my Lolo flowers.

Going back to Manila was a big hassle. Couldn't get a bus Sunday. So we decided to leave Monday morning. I wasn't able to report to work but I did not regret the trip I made there. I felt light-hearted after being with my Dad's siblings and my Lola. She was so happy with the surprise party we gave her.

But I have to go back....was not able to go to the beach. So near yet so far....sigh.

I miss you Dad, I knew you were with us in Lola's 90th bday. You have started organizing it in the first place. It was great. You should've seen Lola so happy. I know you are smiling down on us. I love you Dad.