it has been awhile since i last watched a movie. been buying some dvd's from time to time and i noticed that dust is already covering them. so yesterday, decided to stay at home and watched 3 dvd's (brokeback mountain, d' anothers and fun with dick and jane) well, nothing spectacular abt them. d' anothers brought laughter around the house. my kids love slapstick comedy. if you can't beat them...join them. hahaha couch potato!

saturday was sideline time. still not used to the length of time it takes for me to get to Hagonoy and to go home. 2 hours each time. feels like so much waste of time. i don't mind the work. its just the travel that's killing me. sigh. feels like i'm going through a grinding machine. the coughing and colds added to the burden.

two weeks since  i last saw binky. (my youngest daughter) last week was exam time had to guide my two older kids in their review. this weekend i needed to take some rest. or else i'm going to break down again. always pushing myself to working double time. defense mechanism i guess...to beat the loneliness. tsk tsk tsk...i need a social life...but my schedule can't afford it right now. being out of househelp is one more reason why my schedule gets so cramped up.

hahaha...yup, i work like a horse. only get to rest when i'm sick. mabuti pa ang kabayo may nagaalaga. howell, i can't dwell on this right now. it was still my choice why i live like this. and if i want to be happy...it would still be my choice.