I've stop beating myself up for things that are not going my way. I've come to terms with accepting that i've did my best and given my all. If thats not good enough, i know that its not within my means. No point in feeling depressed and inadequate. I know i'm more than that. Much more." (from James_Tay's Journal)

I think I should start doing this. I should wake up from this reverie. I thought I was over this. I think I am dwelling too much on things that I cannot hold onto. I should stop going around in circles. I have never felt so small and so insignificant in my life. And that shouldn't be the case. I am needed by people who needs me. I am loved by people who accepts me as who I am. I have to start to think of myself. Stop being selfless cause it's getting me nowhere. It has to end right here, right now. I am breaking free...