you feel knots at the pit of your stomach. you feel quesy and really nervous. its been awhile since you felt this way. its a weird feeling - a combination of excitement, giddiness and fear.

you wish that the moment will not end.  but it was a time stolen from the world. so you just had to make the most out of it. and you set aside all the fears and inhibitions. it was wonderful. you feel free at last from the bonds of your past.

so you live by the day. hoping that this time it would be different. not expecting too much...but not holding back at all. you ought to be careful but the feeling of being free drowns all your worries. you felt good and happy and at that moment it was all that matters. 

you don't mind another day like yesterday....