i've kept a number of close friends in my life. different personalities, different nurturing requirements. i was never the choosy type when it comes to friendship. of course there's one no-no when it comes to these things...i stay away from bad influences (drugs, hard core people). other than that, i get along with anybody.

i even have ex-intimate relationships that i have remained friends with for sometime now. its amazing how you can convert "old feelings" to plain friendship. i thought it wasn't possible. i was the kind kse who does not easily get over relationships. i hang on too long. pero after that kaya ko na harapin yung tao less the feelings and all.

there are a few people na talagang challenging na friends. mahirap i-nurture. yung tipong ipaparamdam pa syo na di ka nila kelangan. ang hirap basahin ang laman ng utak. minsan gusto mo nang sumuko kase lagi ka lang nasasaktan. pero after awhile you'll try to reach out again. bahala na masaktan. kakaiba diba? pag ganon matinding talent ang kelangan. kung nabibili  lang ang "patience" bumili na ako ng madami nun. hahaha..

pero no regrets. i treasure my friends eh. sabi nga nila what goes around comes around. i'd like to think that i am a good friend. the risk of keeping them in my life and getting hurt...is nothing compared to the comfort and the fun of having them around. they spice up my life and i love them.

now, about finding out where i can buy "patience" .......