i feel like i've been missing out so much in life. the downside of this waiting time. grrrr....

i've been fiddling with my PC a lot. re-arranged my house. bought new books to read. but the boredom is eating me alive. argghhhh...

i asked my doctors yesterday if i can go to work. they said yes but with the assurance that i won't get stressed out. hahaha...pwede ba naman yun sa accountant? malabo ata. considering that its business planning season again. they actually said that its better for me to rest and wait till my bp becomes normal. they increased the dosage of my meds again. gawd, i was at the hospital almost the whole day yesterday...i hate waiting that long. i feel so unproductive.

problem now is...i need to find a good doctor who can do surgery on me. it seems that the hospital doesn't have a competent doctor to do this kind of surgery. kainis naman kse. magkakasakit na lang yung rare pa ang hirap tuloy maghanap ng doctor. wahhhhh...

well, i will just have to think of ways to get abt things in life right now. this is almost driving me crazy...i wish i had my family to talk to and discuss things.